slowly the madness comes ; phase I

distant feeling of peace as i sit up night after night in solitude , with the lights turned off , my back on the floor , trying to cool off as much as i can.
i think about the past, nostalgia slowly washing over me as i realise that even though shit may happen life goes on . in more ways than one.
i am blogging again - in order to be able to express myself in a way that i cannot articulately. i hope that this may help me understanf myself more than i do now.
it has been a long time mon' ami - a very long time .

what more can i say ?

This is me .more than that i dont know.
Really.